漂浮的世界

I think I know why I feel sad whnever I listen the theme song of "Cinema Paradiso"...
I think I saw myself in the main actor...
I exactly know why and understand why he left home for ages...
It doesn't mean that I will leave home so long..
But I think in my deep soul...I really wanna get as far from taiwan as possible...
Like Alfrado asked Toto...go ...and never come back.....

Why do I have this kind of feeling??
I really don't know...
I love my family and friend so much...
What urges me to do so ???
Maybe just the lyric said:
The destiny is calling me....
Though I have no idea of what my destin it is...